Sunday, March 26, 2006


Hey ya'll, Just wanted to let everyone know that I am still alive and well. I have been working mega overtime at work and I just have not been on the computer. I have been checking the comments left on my account through e-mail from my phone. Thanks for the responses on my last post.

I hope everyone is doing well. I really fell bad that I have not had the time to check on ya'll......anyways, Anna is with her Grandmother who has a major lying problem. She has been taking Anna to my fathers house...because my parents are divorced and they all lie about it....I don't care...they act like I care and I really don't......I just hate that they have Anna lie to me about it!

James is supposed to be in jail for something stupid...he is over 10,500 behind in child just keeps going up and the court system does nothing about it...they could care less...I guess that I like the idea that he owes least I know that I am never broke.

Nothing has really been going on with me. I have been busy working and working out...Just no time to really get online. Life is great at home...I love my job and life is pretty normal and boring except for my whole weight loss issue but who like to hear about someone complain about what they weigh??? Right???

I had a few drinks tonight and I am just relaxing. I will catch up with everyone tomorrow because I have the day off work.

Monday, March 20, 2006

what do you think?

What makes a person unforgettable? I know that when someone is outgoing and friendly that really stands out for me and shows me that you are not afraid and will be fun to be around. What about you?

Saturday, March 18, 2006


I got an e-mail yesterday that my new phone was shipped to me and I can't wait...I am getting the verizon wireless LG9800. The phone is awesome and I think that it even makes me breakfast in the, I'm just kiding but this phone does a lot! I am not crazy like everyone else seems to be over that stupid razor phone (sorry, if you have one) but really the battery can't be all that great and the phone is to skinny for me...I like to have something that will hold up if I drop it or get pissed and throw it....I don't think a phone should be that thin! I have seen people act so stipid over this phone and paid almost $400 when it first came out and now you can get the stupid thing for nothing! What do you think about that razor phone??? Don't hold back...let it all out!

Thursday, March 16, 2006

Hello eveyone, I really should be getting ready for work but I really wanted to stop by and visit a few blogs that I have been neglecting. I miss having the time to keep up with ya'll. I hope everyone is doing well.

I am trying to keep up with my other blog also ~ if you hae time stop by and see me. I have been so busy. I have to manage my time better becasue I feel like there is just no time. I would be real happy to just get a decent nights sleep. It is 12:30 and I have to get ready for work. I have my gym bag to get together because I am going to work out for a half hour at dinner time. I have all the extra time for my dinner hour so I might as well use it in a good way....right?

I should have some time this weekend to catch up with ya'll and update you on my life also. My mother is crazy...just in case you forgot....I will explain later!

Wednesday, March 15, 2006

help me out ya'll

ok, so I have not been doing all that well with the whole working out and eating right thing. I will keep up with my photo food blog and I will show him what is really going on with me. I have a meeting with Todd on Monday April 10th and he really wants me to give him all I've got over the next few weeks.

This is what I have to do.....I am going to workout 8am after I drop Anna off to school for 1 hour...Monday, Wednesday and Friday and 1/2 hr of cardio and weights....Tuesday and Thursday and 1 hr of cardio. Monday-Thursday I will walk for 1/2 hr on my lunch break at work.

He has me on a eating plan for my weight days and then something different for my cardio days. He has changed my protein intake to more almost 3 oz more per meal on my cardio days.

I made a promise to him and I will do it! I will keep up on my blog so I can show him what I am doing and if you want to keep up also please check it out....the blog is in my view profile page...I will keep up with it starting Thursday so check back with me.....any help or ideas are welcome. Thanks for joining me on this journey.

Monday, March 13, 2006

ain't she puuurty

I love, love, love my new car! I promised to post pictures so here they are.....
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See I told ya'll that she was pretty. I had to clean her today because all the birds in the neighborhood love her too because they have all decided to shit on my car to take that newness away from it.

Here is a view of the back of my baby!
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Not bad for a 2002 Grand AM. It only has 30,000 miles on it and not a scratch that I can find. Look at the's beautiful!
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The best selling point for me was the sunroof....look at the view I cool or what?????
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Well, what do ya'll think???

Sunday, March 12, 2006

I got it!

I got my new car!!! I love it...I have not had the chance to update ya'll on my car situation. It has been beautiful outside the last few days and I have been driving or working! I fianlly had a day off today and the weather was awful. Yep, that's my luck.

Oh well, I will post picture tomorrow of my baby.

Wednesday, March 08, 2006

is it true

The saying is that good things come to those who wait....well, I have waited forever! I hope to have a picture up tomorrow of my new baby....yes, that's right I hope to have my new car by tonight!!!

I'm so happy...not to happy though because that could bring bad luck with it. I think that I will start to ramble on so I will leave you to leave me comments to wish me luck because ya'll are sweet like that!

Sunday, March 05, 2006

that's so slutty

I was talking to a friend the other day who wanted to know why I started working as a stripper. It was not like most people would think....I saw an ad in the local paper for dancers. I was mad at James because he would not bring home the money for rent and I had to worry about Anna.

Working at the local Royal Farms store was not cutting it so I decided to light a fire under his ass by making the call to see what the whole dancing thing was about. I was asked to come to the local club for an "interview" I did not need to perform on stage they just wanted to make sure that I was not 400lbs and nasty to look at. I was offered a job and I sat around the club for about an hour watching what the girls do. It was noon and very slow in the club. I remember sitting there with my soda in hand and watching one of the girls give a guy a lap dance. I was thinking to myself that these girls are sooo slutty and there is no way that I could/would ever do what they were doing!

I left the club and meet James and Anna a few blocks away. I told James that I was going to work at the club just to get him upset and make him realize that he better start doing better.

2 weeks later I called to talk to a very close friend of mine to see what she thought about the idea and to my surprise she was pretty cool with the idea. I don't think that she knows but if she told me that it was stupid I would have thought twice about it. Anyways, I called and talked to the bartender that hired me and asked her if the offer was still there to work and she said I could start the next day.

I wore this outfit that was not what you would normally see a stripper was not nice for my figure and the shoes I had did not really have a heel to it and I still had trouble walking in them. One of the girls decided to lend me an outfit so I would look better. The outfit was hot pink and it was booty shorts and a really tight tiny top.

The girls I worked with were really nice to me and that's no a normal thing in the stripper world! We had this initiation process and they did it to me on my first day. They got me really drunk and played 3 of the longest songs in the jukebox I must have been on the stage for a good 45 min before the music went off and the final part was to strip me completely naked! We were not really suppose to go totally nude in the club I worked at....they can now but it was different a few years ago.

I guess I was just a freak in hiding and just needed a drink or 2 to bring that out in me.

Wednesday, March 01, 2006


This is a picture of the phone that I want....I am just waiting for Greg to make up his mind about what phone he wants to get so I can purchase mine.

I like the phone that I have now but I can do so much more with this one.....I use my phone so is my date book/my means of communication/phonebook....etc and I can use this one as my music player also.

Oh well, I should have my new phone in the next month or two I'm so excited!!!

What phone do you have? What do you think of the phone I want to get????

Let me know.