Tuesday, September 19, 2006

I think I may be normal now....

I lost my mind a little bit the other night...sorry if your read my post. I could take it down but why should I? If your read it then you already know that it was there right? Why would I hide it now? That would be pretty stupid!

I am going to meet with my girlfriend today. I am not sure if you remember the one I was telling you about that is going to go back to stripping. We are going to have lunch together and I get to see her new place. It is kinda nice now that she is away from her controlling ex that we can get together and be "friend" again. I miss that. I really need my friends in my life again. It is something that has been missing for awhile. I have a few people in my life but who can I really trust that knows my darkest secrets. There are not many people. I have one person I went to school with who reads my blog and the girls that I stripped with. They know all my dirty little secrets. There is a bond there and its hard to let that go.

I have been having a hard time getting sleep over the last 3 weeks and I know I look like death. I need to get to the gym and I I have paper this week that is due for my Literature class about why it is ok for abused women to kill their husbands. I know...Interesting topic....maybe I can copy and past my James posts ;)

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Right now I have VH1 on T.V. and the music sucks.....wait while I change the channel please!

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OK I am back. I found something on the style network "How Do I Look" it is a rerun but it is still better then the depressing songs on VH1.

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So back to what I was trying to say before I so rudely interrupted myself!!! What was I talking about.........SCHOOL...Oh, yeah....K, I am really busy I have that paper to write and I have a test this week in Sociology and I think that class is stupid because is just is! The word that they use are made up and don't even exist I can't trust anything that is taught in that class! I also hate my teacher. I think that she is out to fail me.

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Oh, Do you watch Flava Flav because that show is soooo stupid that I can't help but watch it. It is like a train wreck. You don't want to look but you can't make your self look away. HAHAHA, I love shows like that.

I think that I have done enough rambling on today. I will write more later!

4 Comments:

Blogger Brighton said...

No regrets, only look forward.
Hugs girl.

7:16 PM  
Anonymous jd's rose said...

You sound a little better... And I agree. Taking the post down will only mean that you are looking back, not forwards...

xxx

10:44 PM  
Blogger cosmopolgirl said...

rant away that's what this is for!!

I know exactly what you mean about that flava flav show! It's sick and horrible but if it's on I watch it! I'm so ashamed. I wonder if there is a support group for this!

2:32 PM  
Blogger Princess said...

Hey chicky!

How are you? You sound good...
Just checking in.
hope you had a great weekend :)

xoxo

4:21 AM  

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