Saturday, May 28, 2005

James Part 9

I know I need to post another James story but now is the part that starts to make me upset and I can't believe I did not drop him at this point...I many signs did I need to have thrown at me before I realized that this guy was a pure jack ass!

Back to my story:

I was living back at home with mom and James and I were still talking to each other over the phone. I starting to slack off of my school work and was to worried about what kind of turns my life would take next. I never had a problem doing my school work when I was with James (maybe it helped me escape) but living back at home was just to much for me. I started slacking off and did not care as much about anything. It was a real hard transition for me to get use to.

It did not take to long before I left home again and James and I were staying at the motel again. I was still in school. As a matter of fact I had my school books with me and the police searched my backpack. I was in our room(it was the honeymoon suite)we had a waterbed and a heart shaped hot tub. It was the about 10am and James was outside with some guy he knew(I never met the guy before). The next thing I knew was James walking into the room and acting like a nut! He was worried because he saw a cop car. This was nothing new to me though because James was always paranoid. I was sitting on the waterbed and the cops walked into the room. They asked if they could search my bookbag because James and his friend were acting like they were up to something. I did not know what was going on and I remember being really upset and I let them search through my stuff. They then asked to heck the waterbed. I told them "sure, but you won't find anything" Well, guess what they did find something. When James walked in the room he came over to the bed and let the heroin go under the waterbed. I had no idea!

They took James to jail and left me with NO money and our room time was going to be up in about 2 hours. I had no car and I could not call anyone to help me out. I managed to talk to motel into giving me another room and I would have James pay as soon as he could get out.

I stayed in that room until 8 that night. James had got out sooner than that but he had to get some dope before he could get me(I found this out later). We stayed with a friend of his and a nice little apartment. His friends girlfriend had 2 kid but her other had custody of them both. This girl worked as a stripper...they had nothing to eat in the house. I was left alone in that house almost all the time while all James and his buddy got high with the strippers money. When the stripper came home all three of them would get high together. I was hating me life! This living arrangement did not stick for to long before I moved back home.

to be continued........


Blogger Pieces of Me said...

Hey Dawn,
I just found your blog...and I had to tell you how much I enjoyed it! It is one of the coolest blogs I have seen in awhile! Very nice! Come visit me when you have time...

5:05 PM  
Blogger Kristen said...

wow...I found you via Micheles meet and great and found some of your posts very intriguing...I plan to be back!

5:45 PM  
Anonymous Pearl said...

Hi Dawn,
Came via Michele's.
Sounds like a place in life that you're glad to not have to stuck in anymore. The more messes we get in through life, the better we're able to forsee them, a blessing that is.

5:56 PM  
Blogger Carmi said...

Hi there. I'm dropping in after seeing your link on Michele's site. Compelling stuff: I look forward to reading more.

6:00 PM  
Blogger panthergirl said...

Hey Dawn, thanks for leaving a comment on my blog. I hope you read the post about my old junkie boyfriend...very interesting reading about yours.

6:55 PM  
Blogger JohnH985 said...

All I can say is this man should be locked up, he should not be walking around. At least you can look back on this and see him for the creep he really was.

7:35 PM  
Blogger Dawn said...

Thank you that is such a nice comment....I have been by to see you and you have a nice blog..I will be back to read more:)

thanks, I hope you stop back to read more.

I am glad I have been through all of help me realize what a blessing my boyfriend really is.

Thanks for stopping by.

panther girl~
I did stop by to read the comment about your ex....wyou really understand what I am going through. It only made ma stronger..I guess I should thank him.....

I would think that also but he has been locked up so much it would not bother him! He IS a creep!

8:46 PM  

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