Wednesday, May 04, 2005

James Part 8

I remember going to the hotel to pick up my things that night. My mom's boyfriend who I had never met before drove me and my mom to get my belongings for the hotel room. James had no idea what was going on. My future step-dad was surprised to meet me because mom told him that "she had a daughter (me) but I died. (that's my mother for you!)

When I was in the room the phone rang and it was James. He said he knew something was wrong and he was sorry and he wanted to talk when he got back to the room. I told him it was to late and hung up the phone.

Dad and mom took me shopping that night for some maternity clothes. I had a lot of things running through my head at the time and I was not sure what was going to happen with school. I managed to talk them into leaving me at the same school because of all the stress from James and the move the school did not want to make things harder on me than they needed to.

I had a word processor that I played tetris on and when I opened it James has typed "I love you and our baby" so I could see it as soon as I turned it on. I cried so much that night. Why was he doing this to me....to us???

I was still talking to James in that first two weeks back home and when mom found out she had my dad come over and take the phones out...and break the line so no phones could be hooked up. What is there was an emergency???? My parents are crazy! This is why I left home at 17 to begin with.

to be continued.............

9 Comments:

Blogger Melinda said...

Argh!!! The suspense!!!

8:25 PM  
Blogger JohnH985 said...

You've come so far from what I've read in your blog. You should be proud of where you are now. And as bad as your situation with James was, at least one good thing came out it, your daughter.

8:28 PM  
Blogger Martine said...

yeah! Another James story! I know it is not very nice to be happy over such a sad tale, but I read this as a novel. I still can not get my head around the fact that you actually lived this story..

8:10 AM  
Blogger ThoughtsGalore said...

i'm reading and getting up to speed with everything. WOW...you've come a long way baby.
XOXO
C

8:24 AM  
Blogger J&J'sMom said...

Please tell me he's gone...so far gone I can't find him and strangle him with my bare hands??!!!

9:31 AM  
Blogger Dawn said...

melinda~
Good things come to those who wait:)

johnh~
I agree! My daughter is wonderful:)

martine~
Thanks! I think? I am only giving you the quick stories and then I will have more stories to tell after all my "parts" are done...stay tuned

thoughsgalore~
I know it is a lot to catch up on:) It was worse to live through.

j&j's mom~
I will give you his address:)

4:12 PM  
Blogger annie said...

He sounds like one of my ex husbands...
sad.

7:07 PM  
Blogger mrsmogul said...

Wha?? Okay I haven;t been back in awhile so I'm missing the full story. But I left home at 18 to go to college. Will continue reading..

8:47 AM  
Blogger Dawn said...

annie~
he is a major loser

mre mogul~
If you have time you can read the James Part___ post and it will bring you up to speed.

5:49 PM  

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