Monday, May 22, 2006

now what

So, my school classes have started now and I am not sure what to do now. I love to learn but I hate to write and I hate to read something and try to understand it the same way my whole class understands it. I want to read something and take something personal away from it...yes I am greedy, I don't want to share my feelings with others. Please just leave me alone and not have to dissect some writers meaning when they may not have wanted me to try to understand every single word that was written. Am I alone on this? Now I have to write about a group or a team on was on in my youth and tell about how great we were and all the wonderful that we did for the community.....does dropping out of school to run with Anna's father and live a life of lies, stealing, drugs and pregnancy fit in there somewhere.....what about when my mom was drinking all night with her friends "the local bar sluts" and I had to stay home with my brothers and sisters and watch all her friends kids at the same time. I was running a all night daycare at age 12 and people wonder why I am all fucked up these days....hmph!

2 Comments:

Blogger almst crzy said...

What kinda paper is it. I have done all kinds of stuff. Maybe you can write about me. I remember, remember we met in an English class.

6:31 PM  
Blogger Tracy S said...

ughhhhhh I hate doing the whole group thing to.

3:03 PM  

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